I’m back after a year, and I’m surprised I still know how to create cohesive sentences. The color in my vocabulary has gone down, but hopefully its luster will find its way back eventually.
This is me, in 2013.
I have outgrown many things and have found a confidence and weakness in myself. Many, to say the least.
Who I am supposed to be is coming more into perspective, and its a little scary. But when I take it a day at a time it’s not so bad. I am trying my hardest to maintain who I am as an individual. Habits and vernacular may change according to different social environments, but I wish for my core to be pure me. No matter who I surround myself with, goals and principles should never change. Maintenance is key. Sometimes I get really sad. But I’d like to think it’s because of hormonal imbalances near that time of the month. It’s nice to know, though, that I haven’t just turned into a giant glob of sad all of a sudden. Reasons, reasons. Anyways,
It’s 3am. I’m going to sleep.